I suppose we all have our more weaker moments, we all feel 'em too, but I suppose it's what you do with them that counts... Besides, in the few days/weeks/time's foggy in the summer, that I've known you you have been very kind, smart, brave, strong, and ish and that's speaking from evidence... Like you're very wise with how you treat people trying not to hurt their feelings, (Which is pretty valiant by the way! ) You're brave with putting personal feelings in the form of poems on the internet, (I'd be scared for sure! ) And I think everyone's strength is tested by the things they go through, and even their own faults, (Well that's also because I think God is strong in our weakness and other complicated ish BACK TO THE TOPIC!) and while I haven't read ALL of your poems quite yet (You have a lot...!) I can see that you've already gone through a lot sooooo.... yeah! I supp- HOLY CRAP I'VE TYPED UP A PARAGRAPH! I'm sorry for my rambling, but yeah... never forget despite anything negative anyone's ever said to you, you are awesome, extremely kind and caring, and brave, strong, and smart!!! AND I HAVE EVIDENCE!!!!! Oh, and I totally don't mean to disregard what you're feeling right now, or say it's nothing (Just the opposite, in fact!) I just want to help, sorry if it didn't work... and I suppose that means shoving you under an avalanche of words!